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Jan. 22nd, 2008

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he was my one true love.
i will never forget him.
i cried. a lot.

sniff

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<3

Jan. 21st, 2008

Austen.

I realized that I was definitely born in the wrong century. I was meant to be born in the 18th century. With Jane Austen and Tom Lefroy and Mr. Darcy. Sigh. I really really love the men's outfits with the loose button up white shirts and vests and green velvet coats and the short pants and the high socks and the shoes with buckles. oh em gee. That is what I need. And I'm so sick of the only way to be there is watching movies or reading books when I really can't live there. My first film to make is definitely a time piece. I got uber bored today so I wrote a piece thats kind of period like but set in the 21st cenury.

Please don't laugh. I only want nice comments. =]

"This is not how it was supposed to happen," she said, tears welling up in her eyes. She forced these tears away while she stared out of the window at the rain drops and the grass.
"Its not?" he asked, trying to be as polite as ever as he watched her eyes well up and her lips tremble.
"No," she replied. "We were supposed to have a very awkward friendship, closer to acquaintances than friends and we were supposed to insult each other at every turn while outsiders wonder what is really happening. But of course, we know what is happening, however unsaid it may be. We were supposed to stare at each other and try to read each others minds. Our first kiss was supposed to be very romantic and set to beautiful music with no words. I was not supposed to be wearing sweatpants. We were not supposed to be indoors. And you were supposed to be wearing shoes with buckles on them."
"Oh," he said. He could not think of the appropriate words to apologize. He looked from her face out the window to the green garden with the willow tree and the rain. He stood up and put one hand over her eyes. She tried to back up but her body was right up against the corner of the wall with the window to one side.
"Shhhh," he said. She heard a click of a button as he moved the mouse sitting next to her computer. He then let go of his hand over her eyes and scooped her up in his arms. He looked at her, the tears still sitting in her eyes like a cup of tea filled to the brim. One more drop and it would overflow off the side.
He walked with her in his arms out of her room through to the back of her home and out the sliding doors in to the beautiful lush garden. She stared at his face while he walked. He was definitely handsome, she never had a doubt about that. He had dark hair that hung right below the collar and brilliantly green eyes. But his features were soft, not unlike hers, who had very blue eyes and also had dark hair.
He finally let her down underneath the willow tree. There were raindrops on both of their faces and she had a look of confusion on her face. He put his hand inside his pocket and she heard a click. Suddenly she knew what he did. Music from the outside speakers had come on.
He knew her quite well. Her birthday was less than a week ago and he had gotten her soundtracks from her favorite movies: Pride & Prejudice and Sense and Sensibility. This music was flowing from the house and covering the garden in beauty. She finally started to cry.
"You just described it all too well. And I've seen those movies with you far too many times. I wanted to plan something like this, but more, but there was no time. I did not know I was to leave so soon." He paused. "Helena, I don't want... to leave...you. I love you." He looked up at her. The streaks of her make-up were falling down her face. She held his hand with one of her hands and held his face with the other.
"I love you too, London." She reached up and kissed him. It only seemed like seconds before there was a honking from the street.
"London!" cried a woman from the car.
"I have to go. I will be back for you tonight, Helena. Please wait for me. I love you." He looked into her eyes as he said this and she could tell he truly meant it.
"I will always wait for you," she whispered as he ran down and out of the house via the garage.
"Helena! What on earth are you doing out there? You'll catch a cold!" her mother yelled and yelled from the house for her to come up but she could not hear her mother. He was coming back for her. They were going to leave. Together. Finally, her life had meaning and she wasn't living out of someone else's life.

To Be Continued...

Thanks for reading, no one.

Jan. 20th, 2008

purple.

the 'p' handshape shaken back and forth.

thats the color I dyed my hair.
and in two minutes i have to go wash it out. funn. but i like this color.

anyways yesterday and the day before: [because i want to try and write in this everyday]
so Friday: i had school then right after i went to go see CLOVERFIELD with my friend kirsten CAPTURERAPTURE. it was seriously one of the best movies. i would definetly go see it again. but its definetly one of those movies you have to see on the big screen. because it was very loud and fast. it was basically like a rollercoaster ride. anyways, go see that. poster:
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shit its been two minutes. brb. wash this crap out of my hair.

okay back. the dye kinda made it black with a purply/orangy tinge. its pretty sweet.

back to friday. after the movie i went to tech with kirsten and it sucked cuz there were 6 people there and that girl that i absolutely despise was there. my lord, she is annoying. ioangklfsdal anyways after that i hung out with my friends until 1030 and we 'chilled' [for that definition you will have to ask me in person]

saturday: slept in. shopped and found an awesome harry potter poster. its one of those decrees posed by umbridge. and then my friend came over and we made clay things then we went to her house and watched a very long engagement. it was random. but very well done. it was in french. and julie foster was in it. i didnt know she spoke french. but apparently she does. lol. it was a very sweet sad movie. it made me cry at the end but im not telling you why because i think you should watch it. there are a lot of sex scenes though. but i guess thats just how life is. poster:
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The glove compartment isn't accurately named
And everybody knows it.
So i'm proposing a swift orderly change.

Cause behind its door there's nothing to keep my fingers warm
And all i find are souvenirs from better times
Before the gleam of your taillights fading east
To find yourself a better life.

I was searching for some legal document
As the rain beat down on the hood
When i stumbled upon pictures i tried to forget
And that's how this idea was drilled into my head

Cause it's too important
To stay the way it's been

There's no blame for how our love did slowly fade
And now that it's gone it's like it wasn't there at all
And here i rest where disappointment and regret collide
Lying awake at night

There's no blame for how our love did slowly fade
And now that it's gone it's like it wasn't there at all
And here i rest where disappointment and regret collide
Lying awake at night (up all night)
When i'm lying awake at night.

Jan. 17th, 2008

sick.

Ugh. Today I am home sick. I didn't actually wake up till about 12 but still...

I'm listening to the Sweeney Todd soundtrack while looking up pictures of Johnny Depp. Pretty amazing yea.

Yesterday, after 5 weeks, I went to the foot doctor to try and get my boot off. He looked at my MRI and he told me that I have an extra bone in my foot thats not properly connected to the other bone and if it doesnt go away in 2 weeks i might have to get surgery. eek!

I'm really new at LJ so I'm just going to go poke around my communities for a while.

xoxo

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